What about Noura?

Aku mau curhat,,

Siapa sih yang sebenarnya hypocrit? Aku?

I keep walking, i keep smiling but actually i hate. Who cares of ur background?now that life is a choice whether u gonna smile throughout it or not?but some ayat, that keeps burning me, some gud people that keep burning me,,,

There's a gud statement here

"To forgive means u set someone free from a prisoner and to knowing that the prisoner is you,,"

I must not! but i do.

But actually i hate,,

"Tuhan,,maafkan diri ini yang tak pernah bisa menjauh
dari bayang tentangnya,,"

That that person is not mine
that that person is not mine

"Bila Sally mencariku,,biarkan dia terbang jauh,,
dalam hatinya hanyaku, dalam hatinya hanyaku,,
hingga dia lelah menanti
hingga dia lelah menangis"

,,and i just wanna be alone, achieve sumthin that i able to, smoothly, silently,,

Let me make my own colour
let me live the life that i choose
let me be gud

STOP it! STOP it!
this is life, man! take life easy!

Take the life easy,,
who do i ask?
mom?
dad?
ur brother?
who?

arum?
who?
ur fellows?
why?
who them?

Then what about noura?
that she being treathen so many times
so long times
so hurt but cant speak
being possesive in her subsconsious mind
she just didnt mean to
cant anyone understand?
thats the reason why there is GOD.

But i dunno

and i dun want

and i hardly to believe

why shud i?

its kinda an anger
and i want to show it up to others,,

but its unfair Ai, when u makes people think the one u hate is the bad one.

while mirror have two side

im just doing this
doing what i know

though maybe
maybe i make mistake

eh?

"Bagaimana mungkin seseorang merasa kesepian
jika begitu banyak yang sedang ia lakukan untuk orang lain?"

Ai, honey,,take a breath darling,,here is sumthin that say,,

"I never had a friend like you, tiil the day that i find you
even though i pretend that i cud strong, u always be my baby,,"

U have never been have her, her,,and her,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
now that they are a gift from you,,
u got a friends
u r not alone, ai,,