What about us?

“Sebenernya, aku sangat menikmati saat-saat ini, Ai. Saat Ai dan Aku tidak berada dalam satu amanah. Karena, biasanya jika dua orang yang bersahabat berkumpul di satu amanah, akan ada perselisihan di antara mereka, dan saya tidak mau hal itu terjadi pada kita”.

Ya, it may happened. I was having the worry with you. Lekin me kya karo?the choice is came up! I cant hide, its my destiny. A job is callin, im came into you,,,

“Udah dapet jarkom, Ai?besok ada`rapat. Atau jarkomnya terputus ya?ya udah dari aku aja. Dateng ya,,”.
And I said, if u not really expect me, why don’t u kick me off?im gonna be fine,,this sentence is related to the mas’ul, not you.

Am I too cycinal?no! im just kinda cynical.

Im praying to GOD that our relation is just gonna be OK. And nothing bad harm us.

“Selama ini kita baik-baik saja, kan?”I questioned my heart with worry. I cant say it to you. Do we?

And the time bring us to yesterday tragedy. I was cant for asking such an apologize to u directly, im sorry. I was shy enough. I’m afraid to break the relation by un-tsiqoh thing and fighting in words.

I was knowing nothing. I don’t even think I make mistake. I cant take the bigger risk! It just did like that, I didn’t mean to. Never I mean to,,
It was you, not me. I know its not easy but we can start it from the beginning again.

I was remember ur words, and im afraid more to lose you. Ya, the words that u say to me is still fresh enough in my mind, as I wrote down on top.

Never I be that strong as it seems all this passing time,,
I don’t want to break our friendship.

Now,,
What about us?